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She is getting a lot bigger. I've already started busting into the 6 month clothes, there were some 3 month outfits I never had her wear yet! It's really been fun to see her little personality grow. I think she will be a pretty reserved kid, it's still pretty early to tell that yet, but it's just the vibe I get from her. Everything about her is quiet. Quiet little half smiles, quiet little coo's, quiet when she wakes up.
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The other morning I woke up and it was light out and I realized she never woke up during the night to feed. I thought about it for a second (because how could she have possibly done that!). Then I see that it is 7 am, I jump out of bed certain she must not be breathing or something and stand in front of her bassinet. There she is wide awake looking at me, she had to have been starvation central, and there she is just checking me out, like "oh cool you woke up... so do you mind feeding me now?". She had to have just woken up a few minutes before, but just so typical of her. Most nights I wake up to the sound of her rustling around in her blanket, and if I am lazy and don't get up right away she will kind of go "waa" just a little burst of noise to remind me she needs to eat.
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My kids teach me a lot. Olivia shows me how to be goofy and to laugh and have fun. Bianca shows me how to chill out and not be such a worry wort, it's okay to just sit back for a minute and take it all in. I always thought that they got sent to me because I needed to be their teacher, but I am learning more and more that they are the ones teaching me.





